I've known him around 2-3 month. He is from china, his job is bus driver. When i first saw him, i remember on friday midnight around 12pm after work, i was waiting for the last bus. He thought that i want to take taxi but actually is not. I think if he asked again i would ignore his question because I was very tired and feel pissed off.
Once day, on the way home, i dropped my bus card in the bus. normally i put my card into my pocket but that time i wore skirt and don't have pocket so i hold it. I was talking to my ex-classmates, after that i realised my card was missing. I couldn't find it. I asked the driver to help me find and return it to me once he find. He gave me his contact number.
The next day, we met nearby his home. I was happy as he found my card. He gave me back and treated me dinner. He is so kind. We became a friend. We introduce each other. He is 3 years
older than me. He was happy to chit chat with me. After a while, i went to his home. He switched on his mac com and turned on very relaxing music. I taught him how to use facebook. He then recommend me to watch serial chinese comedy drama called "ipartment (爱情公寓）" I lying on his bed as i am quite tired at that time. My mind was totally blank and felt very relax listening to his music. He teased and tickled me :) Time is killing me as i had to go home. Sigh! But we had had a short romantic night.
When i arrived at home, I was thinking lots of question. I had asked him if he really serious in this kind of things, but he replied the same question. We both answer were confused. I was very upset that i never get the truth answer. He did ask me if want to go back with him to china but i reject his answer.
When i went shopping and watch movie with my friend, he kept calling me a few times and message me to find out where i go and with whom. I lied to him that i went out with my boyfriend. He then started to ignore my message :( When we met at the bus, i tried to explain to him. After that he smile again. LOL!!! Few days later, we met again. He shared his story when he was young. Sometimes i ignored him as i felt so sleepy but OOOppppssss....!!! He knew i didn't 
hear what he said. He's very upset. hehehe....Suddenly he told me that he's afraid to fall in love with me. He said if we together will create lots of problem such as communication problem. He then gave another example like living problem in different country. Oh! NO!!! Come on...what a stupid problem was...I don't know why he thought until so far...The solution is just a simple answer. If language problem i can try to learn and improve it. If the second problem, Halooo!!! nowadays technology improve a lot, we can communicate through messenger! if i got annual leave holiday, i will go to your country. What you worried about. I really no idea what he was thinking about.
hear what he said. He's very upset. hehehe....Suddenly he told me that he's afraid to fall in love with me. He said if we together will create lots of problem such as communication problem. He then gave another example like living problem in different country. Oh! NO!!! Come on...what a stupid problem was...I don't know why he thought until so far...The solution is just a simple answer. If language problem i can try to learn and improve it. If the second problem, Halooo!!! nowadays technology improve a lot, we can communicate through messenger! if i got annual leave holiday, i will go to your country. What you worried about. I really no idea what he was thinking about.
The following day he messaged me that he's married. I was shocked when i received it. Then my mind floating lots of question. "Why he do that to me? Why he didn't tell in the first meeting? What's wrong has i done? How to find out if he really has? bla...bla...bla..." I couldn't concentrate on working, in my mind was i want to meet him and find out the truth. When i asked him he told me that his wife is dumb. Some of question i don't know he couldn't answer or he doesn't want to answer. Okay fine, it doesn't matter if he has or not, i don't really care about it. Sigh! Actually i really care ;( Although i really upset and want to cry, i kept this feeling deep into my heart as now i really fall in love with him.
One day after he came back from company training, i went to meet him nearby his house. He knew that i don't like to eat pork. He then treat me to eat satay but he ate noodle. Aw...suddenly
i stomached. I went to his home again. Few minutes later, he switch on his mac and recommend me to watch video. All his video is in chinese...Whooaaaaaa!!! *sleepy* boring! I tried to watch for a while and he sat together with me. OMG! i falled asleep while watching. I felt so embarrassing =.= He then brought me to his room. I slept around 15 minutes. When i woke up, he is with me *shocked* ......to be continue.....
At the end i would like to say this for you and only you i ♥ u : "When I first saw you, I was afraid to talk to you. When I first talked you, I was afraid to like you. When I first liked you, I was afraid to ♥ you. Now I ♥ u and I was afraid of losing you."
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