A Smile

A smile costs nothing, but gives much

It enriches those who receive, without making poorer those who give

It takes but a moment, but the memory of it sometimes last forever

None is so rich or mighty that he can get along without it, none is so poor but that he can be made rich by it

A smile creates happiness in the home, fosters good will in business, is the countersign of friendship

It brings rest to the weary, cheer to the discouraged, sunshine to the sad, and it is nature’s best antidote for trouble

Yet it cannot be bought, begged borrowed, or stolen, for it is something that is of no value to anyone until it is given away

Some people are too tired to give you a smile

Give them one of yours, as none needs a smile so much as he who has no more to give.

Relationship Status: Unknown

Come across in my mind, i really confused what is relationship between me and him....i really hope if he can tell me the truth.

I've known him around 2-3 month. He is from china, his job is bus driver. When i first saw him, i remember on friday midnight around 12pm after work, i was waiting for the last bus. He thought that i want to take taxi but actually is not. I think if he asked again i would ignore his question because I was very tired and feel pissed off.

Once day, on the way home, i dropped my bus card in the bus. normally i put my card into my pocket but that time i wore skirt and don't have pocket so i hold it. I was talking to my ex-classmates, after that i realised my card was missing. I couldn't find it. I asked the driver to help me find and return it to me once he find. He gave me his contact number.

The next day, we met nearby his home. I was happy as he found my card. He gave me back and treated me dinner. He is so kind. We became a friend. We introduce each other. He is 3 years older than me. He was happy to chit chat with me. After a while, i went to his home. He switched on his mac com and turned on very relaxing music. I taught him how to use facebook. He then recommend me to watch serial chinese comedy drama called "ipartment (爱情公寓）" I lying on his bed as i am quite tired at that time. My mind was totally blank and felt very relax listening to his music. He teased and tickled me :) Time is killing me as i had to go home. Sigh! But we had had a short romantic night.

When i arrived at home, I was thinking lots of question. I had asked him if he really serious in this kind of things, but he replied the same question. We both answer were confused. I was very upset that i never get the truth answer. He did ask me if want to go back with him to china but i reject his answer.

When i went shopping and watch movie with my friend, he kept calling me a few times and message me to find out where i go and with whom. I lied to him that i went out with my boyfriend. He then started to ignore my message :( When we met at the bus, i tried to explain to him. After that he smile again. LOL!!! Few days later, we met again. He shared his story when he was young. Sometimes i ignored him as i felt so sleepy but OOOppppssss....!!! He knew i didn't hear what he said. He's very upset. hehehe....Suddenly he told me that he's afraid to fall in love with me. He said if we together will create lots of problem such as communication problem. He then gave another example like living problem in different country. Oh! NO!!! Come on...what a stupid problem was...I don't know why he thought until so far...The solution is just a simple answer. If language problem i can try to learn and improve it. If the second problem, Halooo!!! nowadays technology improve a lot, we can communicate through messenger! if i got annual leave holiday, i will go to your country. What you worried about. I really no idea what he was thinking about.

The following day he messaged me that he's married. I was shocked when i received it. Then my mind floating lots of question. "Why he do that to me? Why he didn't tell in the first meeting? What's wrong has i done? How to find out if he really has? bla...bla...bla..." I couldn't concentrate on working, in my mind was i want to meet him and find out the truth. When i asked him he told me that his wife is dumb. Some of question i don't know he couldn't answer or he doesn't want to answer. Okay fine, it doesn't matter if he has or not, i don't really care about it. Sigh! Actually i really care ;( Although i really upset and want to cry, i kept this feeling deep into my heart as now i really fall in love with him.

One day after he came back from company training, i went to meet him nearby his house. He knew that i don't like to eat pork. He then treat me to eat satay but he ate noodle. Aw...suddenly i stomached. I went to his home again. Few minutes later, he switch on his mac and recommend me to watch video. All his video is in chinese...Whooaaaaaa!!! *sleepy* boring! I tried to watch for a while and he sat together with me. OMG! i falled asleep while watching. I felt so embarrassing =.= He then brought me to his room. I slept around 15 minutes. When i woke up, he is with me *shocked* ......to be continue.....

At the end i would like to say this for you and only you i ♥ u : "When I first saw you, I was afraid to talk to you. When I first talked you, I was afraid to like you. When I first liked you, I was afraid to ♥ you. Now I ♥ u and I was afraid of losing you."

Bali Trip

It's been very long didn't update my blog. Apology for all readers who always visiting and giving some encourage words for me to write. This year i wanted to share about my trip.

I went to Bali-Indonesia where the most tourists would like say this place is "Heaven" on April 2011. I went there with my family. We lived at Tanah Lot's Hotel which called "Dwi Shinta hotel". We lived around 10 days and they're giving us 15% for two room. In Bali you can see lots of arts including traditional and modern dance, sculpture, painting, leather, metalworking, and music. The majority of their religion is Hinduism as they're strongly believe that their GOD will protect them. The weather is not very hot. It is located between Java Island and Lombok Island.

This is Tanah Lot, the most visited part of the place.

Jimbaran — sea-side resorts, a nice sheltered beach and seafood restaurants south of Kuta

This is canang sari. You can found in every Balinese house, work place, restaurant, souvenir stall and airport. According to my research as i am not local people of Bali, these leaf trays are made daily and can contain an enormous range of offering items: flowers, glutinous rice, cookies, salt, and even cigarettes and coffee! They are set out with burning incense sticks and sprinkled with holy water no less than three times a day, before every meal. They are placed on the ground for this purpose and will be swept away anyway.


There are many temples in Bali. One of this is: Pura Gunung Kawi. This is located two kilometres south of Tampaksaring, At this place has an interesting history. It is believed that the mythical giant Kebo Iwo carved out all of the ancient tombs in one night with his fingernails. It's Amazing!!!



The Tirta Empul Temple has its own unique legend itself. This temple is located in the village of Tampak Siring, accessible by public transportation from Ubud. The main attraction is a long rectangular pool carved of stone. Visitor who visit this temple must wear sarong, then climb into the main pool to bathe and pray.




Pura Taman Ayun (Mengwi Water Temple), This temple was built in 1634 by the King of Mengwi as his family temple.



The terraced courtyards of the temple are set in very well maintained grounds, surrounded by man-made waterways and entered over a bridge. Mengwi is about 8km east from the town of Tabanan. The main entrance fees when you visiting Mengwi Temple is Rp 6,000.

Love

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Tentang Waktu

Ambillah waktu untuk berfikir, itu adalah sumber kekuatan.

Ambillah waktu untuk bermain, itu adalah rahsia dari masa muda yang abadi.

Ambillah waktu untuk berdoa, itu adalah sumber ketenangan.

Ambillah waktu untuk belajar, itu adalah sumber kebijaksanaan.

Ambillah waktu untuk mencintai dan dicintai, itu adalah hak istimewa yang diberikan Tuhan.

Ambillah waktu untuk bersahabat, itu adalah jalan menuju kebahagiaan.

Ambillah waktu untuk tertawa, itu adalah musik yang menggetarkan hati.

Ambillah waktu untuk memberi, itu adalah membuat hidup terasa bererti.

Ambillah waktu untuk bekerja, itu adalah nilai keberhasilan.

Ambillah waktu untuk beramal, itu adalah kunci menuju syurga.

Sharing

我数学不好， 因为我是个慷慨的人，从不爱斤斤计较。

我的英文很烂，因为我很爱马来西亚 ，决不学外国语言。

我的马来文很差，因为我身上还流着中国人的血。

我的中文也不好 ，因为我整天说方言 , 很少讲华语。

我的地理不理想，是因为那都是我不曾去过的地方。

我的历史不及格，是因为事情在我还没出世前所发生的

我的科学成绩不好，是因为我不是科学家 , 也没真正做过实验。

我的美术很差 , 是因为我不懂什么是抽象与艺术

我的道德教育也不好 , 是因为我的道德观念与众不同。

Study and Work

It’s been 1 year i am working in my school. Thanks GOD coz you listened to my prayer. First i am really wanna appreciate and thank to my boss because she gave me good opportunity to continue my degree course as it is a training part of the job. I am working as a part time admin assistance. I am also want to appreciate my mother, father, and 3 sisters who always encourage me to study although i am not interested in study while it is working. But now, i feel it’s adventurous! It’s like playing treasure game. The more you dig in the more you will find out where your treasure is. After you get your treasure, you can spend and use it.

The above picture is all my colleagues. They are kindly, friendly, joyful, beautiful, smart, and helpful. I learn a lof of IT skills and knowledge. They are willing to teach if you ask question as much as you want. As well as you are working, you have to more careful in what you say, what you think, what you act, and what you do. The important thing is black and white as good evidence in what you do. It’s what they teach me how to protect myself in working. I am happy i can learn from them. Besides that, customer service is very important too. mmm, i am still learning about that. Sometime, I have made mistake, they correct and teach me. The more you learn from your mistake, the more you become clever like what has written in chinese proverb “经一事，长一智” Btw, It’s time to end writing blog. Still have a lot of assignment i haven’t started yet. hehehe…I hope they treat me as a staff when i am working, on the other hand as a student when i am not working.